Life has changed drastically for us in the last 3 years. Changing states, starting new jobs, buying a house, getting married, adopting two pups, nurturing a garden, becoming parents…so much to fit in a short sentence broken up by commas.
Growth has been chaotic. We have experienced growing pains as individuals, as professionals, as a family and as parents. Growth is wonderful but a price must be paid.
We have lost the simplicity of our DINK (dual income no kids) days, and been rapidly consumed by the intricate logistics of child rearing. Our morning routine revolves around a little human whose bath is incomplete without a rubber ducky. Our house is a giant playroom where dogs eat toys and our kid eats kibble.
I feel like a creature emerging from a cocoon. I am this new version of me. A mom, a wife, a professional (who takes her job way too seriously)…a less charming and sociable Karol. A more focused and intentional person; I have changed. I guess this change is growth.
When you are little, like Ava, you grow without any awareness of it. This is the first time in my life when I am aware of my growth (change, whatever), and it feels so weird. I am aware of what is being left behind and don’t know what to think about it.
Here is what I love about where I am today:
- Itsy bitsy spider (genius)
- I like my job
- My dogs are clowns that still make laugh and don’t destroy as much stuff anymore
- Confidence…that sucker takes time and experience to build up
- My best friend’s beverage of choice is whole milk…that will never go out of style 🙂
I miss my family and the few great friends in life who reside in the promised land (South Florida).
I don’t think I miss the “fly by the seat of our pants” Karol and Garrett…those have not been lost 🙂 Our luggage has gotten heavier but now we travel with the BEST sidekick on earth: Ava.
Growing up is hard to do…I suppose that is why some people decide to skip it all together. I have decided to grow up before I grow old…even if a few aches are involved.
PK…still living in the country.